
Saturday, August 11, 2007

Friday, August 10, 2007
Caught this series on crunchyroll recently. Heard rave reviews of this show and I went to check it out.
And, I agree. Its great.
Its like watching Romeo x Juliet. You know the ending. Its going to be sad.
And yet, you still hope for the protagonist (Aya Ikeuchi).
Okay, a show synopsis below...
Only Human
Lyrics: Osanai Mai Music: Matsuo Kiyoshi, Tanaka Choku
Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru toiu yo
Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to iu yo
Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
Nani ga bokura wo matteru?
Nigeru tame ja naku yume ou tame ni
Tabi ni deta hazusa tooi natsu no ano hi
Ashita sae mieta nara tame iki mo nai kedo
Nagare ni sakarau fune no you ni
Ima wa mae he susume
Kurushimi no tsukita basho ni
Shiawase ga matsu toiu yo
Boku wa mada sagashite iru
Kisetsu hazure no himawari
Kobushi nigirishime asahi wo mateba
Akai tsume ato ni namida kirari ochiru
Kodoku ni mo nareta nara
Tsuki akari tayori ni
Hane naki tsubasa de tobi tatou
Motto mae he susume
Amagumo ga kireta nara
Nureta michi kagayaku
Yami dake ga oshiete kureru
Tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
Tsuyoku mae he susume
Only Human
Lyrics: Osanai Mai Translation: Jonathan Wu
On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile
On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile
But before we can go there,
is there something we’re waiting for?
In order to chase our dreams, we can’t have a reason to run away
We’ve got to go, to that far away summer’s day
If we find it tomorrow, we can’t sigh
Because like a boat that opposes the stream
we have to walk straight on
In a place worn down by sadness
something called a miracle, is waiting
Yet we are still searching
for the sunflower that grows at the end of spring
The warrior who awaits the morning light
before he can clasp it with red nails, his tears glitter and fall
Even if we’ve grown used to loneliness
only relying on the light of the moon
We have to fly away with featherless wing
just go foward, just a little further
As the rainclouds break
the wet streets sparkling
Although it brings only darkness
A powerful, powerful light
helps push us to walk on
Sad show. I think the stuff Aya wrote in the diary struck me real hard. Like "Why did this disease choose me? I can't carry it, if its fate." and "Mom, will I be able to marry?"
This show is based on a real story. I think the publishers published her diary under the name "One Litre of Tears" (yupp).
So catch it if you can. XD
Thursday, August 09, 2007
I think I got to relax once in a while.
I've got to STOP SCREWING UP MY LIFE!
I just did that yesterday, 8/8. Not good.
Screwed up, just simply screwed up.
I need to get a better screwdriver.
A better zip for my mouth.
A better painkiller for my heart.
A better anaesthetic for my brain.
I've officially lost something that I did not want to lose.
I think I'm losing myself too.
Okay, so I'm not making much sense.
Probably years down the road, when I read this post again...
I'll laugh at my stupidity, immaturity.
I'm still growing up! (Mentally)
Yesterday was full of events. FUN!
Annual Awards = Melting time
BBSS moved to the holding site, the former Millenia Institute.
That means, no air-conditioned hall.
We were MELTING under the graduant's gown.
The presentation was kind of cool. Since it was the first Annual Awards to be held in the holding site.
I saw the artist's impression of the new building.
Beautiful. SO MUCH BETTER!
I think it costs 10 over million. Not sure, but WOW.
After the ceremony, Pauline and I ran around finding our teaches and took pictures with them with my handphone camera.
We had quite a trouble finding our physics teacher. I heard he is more strict towards his students. Well, okay....
We took a picture with our PRINCIPAL! Yeah!
I think shes really a great lady.
Very amiable. Friendly. Serious even.
She ended our chat with a serious tone.
She told us about the question she got during the Biology paper at A Levels.
Some DNA mutation about horses.
...
Horses?...
._.
Anddd, I learnt from Melanie (fellow ASC-ian and ex-BBSSian) that quite a few ACJC people live around the Toh Tuck area!
Not really surprising. But yeah.
Then I followed Pauline, Vivien and Melanie to Mos Burger at West Mall.
I think I love Milk Tea alot.
AlotAlotAlotAlotAlot.
In school, I love Teh Ping.
Outside, I love Milk Tea.
They are the same!
XD
I got Iced Milk Tea at Mos Burger.
Hehehehehehe
XD
Then we walked around West Mall window shopping.
Later in the evening... The small (mini) class outing was kind of wacky. We basically did... Movie>>Stone>>Pool>>Neoprint(!!)>>Stone>>Pictures>>Macs>>Home. Basically that. Neoprints was kind of fun. Spent a longgggggggg time designing the 6 pictures. I sure hope we can get them "re-printed". And even when Rachel Lim wasn't present, we did not forget her...
Jared said the most lame stuff yesterday night on MSN,
"Life's like Jia Ni, sometimes, you fall short."Thanks Jared.
Thanks so much for reminding me. >__>
Happy Birthday Singapore!
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Saturday, July 28, 2007
Whats wrong with the weather?! It has been pouring since the start of the week!
I came down with the flu too =(
Really freaky. Its not even the monsoon season.
o_o
School's been rather so-so.
I screwed up quite a few stuff...
GP Package Test, Biology Skill B1 SPA, Chinese test...
AHHHH!
This week is bad. Really bad.
Thursday, July 26, 2007
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
| Disorder | Rating |
| Paranoid: | Low |
| Schizoid: | Low |
| Schizotypal: | Low |
| Antisocial: | Low |
| Borderline: | Low |
| Histrionic: | Moderate |
| Narcissistic: | Low |
| Avoidant: | Low |
| Dependent: | High |
| Obsessive-Compulsive: | Low |
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information -- | |
I guess...I'm rather normal...?
Monday, July 23, 2007
Saturday, July 21, 2007
So Long, Mr. Despair:Negative:by ~OtakuSpy
Watched "Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei" (So long, Despair Teacher).
Its so freaking funny and weird.
Especially the part about Itoshiki-sensei's stalker student.
She wanted to know everything about her current boyfriend.
Its simply scary. Like obession.
Yeah. O-B-E-S-S-I-O-N.
Its also rather scary that his other student, Kafuka, is so freaking positive!
Hikkikomori girl = Zashiki warashi (House spirit)
Crazy Stalker Girl = Girl expressing intense love
Watched Gintama 34.
Episode about Shinpachi and his first date with a girl.
A girl with Neko mimi (Cat ears)
Which turns on any guy. >__>
What about Otsuu-chan?!
There's this part when Shinpachi goes onto the Samurai chat channel and asks whether he should or shouldn't go for the date...
Although it wasn't exactly Gintoki saying it but I felt it made sense.
Maybe I shouldn't be so scared about being hurt.
Again, Gin-san made me understand some stuff.
Okay. So today is the release of the seventh, final volume of the Harry Potter series.
Yeah. I finished reading it, already.
Sat down to read at 12noon. Just finished it.
Well, I'm not going to spoil the story.
But yeah. It was okay.
Typical.
Maybe now I can do my work or something.
So much for using Harry as an excuse for not doing my work.
Yeah. A total LOL to the class magazine.
"Silence is not golden. Gossip is platinum!"
Umm...do we have so many scandals to speak of? :X
Oh yes. Impersonating people on tagboards is irritating.
Stop it.
What Gintama Character Are You?
Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right.
"Did you mean it, when you said it?"
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Sunday, July 15, 2007
Friday, July 13, 2007
Or maybe more like Haruhi-san.
Oblivious to it.
So that I wouldn't have to think so much.
Just moving straight forward.
Not thinking about other stuff.
Yet...
I hate being free.
I hate being tired.
Cause always I tend to think too much.
Let me immerse myself in work.
So that I may lose myself.
Thats emo. Oh well.
Sunday, July 08, 2007
I just hope that I don't fail anything, but I don't mind going for extra lessons on Wednesdays, especially Wednesday?
Okay, so I'm superbly jealous that some of my friends can play Granado Espada and I can't cause my desktop is rotting and the my laptop is not mine. The only consolation is that MMORPGs subsequently gets boring and it has been proven true.
But! Starcraft 2 is coming out next year and I so want to try it out! Definitely I can't play it on the hunk of metal that runs on Windows 98SE?!
Read reviews on Starcraft too... some say its similar to Starcraft and not much modifications
But I look forward to the custom BNET maps... Aeon of Strife started from Starcraft too!
Hah, not to forget, I finished .hack//G.U. 3! The japanese version though. Maybe because I can't 100% fully understand Japanese, I felt that it was lacking something...
Was the final boss too easy? But I absolutely adore Haseo's Xth form and Skeith's new form. Its just so cool. Not to mention, there were quite a few new additions in which I couldn't figure out. I guess I will have to wait for .hack//G.U. Redemption to come out!
Harvey Norman sells a motherboard for $999... I'm cash-strapped.
I think I have to wait for a few years before I can get a spanking new motherboard. Till then, I'm with my dad's laptop. I'm not complaining! I just hope my rotting desktop can work till then.
I think I'm running low on karma or something. Lots of bad stuff has happened to my family and me. I really question myself sometimes...
Haha, which makes me think of a question Rachel(L) asked during lecture, "Why is everyone breaking up now?"
And I said, "Cause the bell just rang..."
L.O.L.?
Oh yes. Szeching's birthday was on Friday! Happy 18th birthday gal!
Thursday, June 21, 2007
So here goes...:
| Your Love is Represented by a White Rose |
While you may or may not be totally naive, you do approach love with an eternal innocence. You love like you've never been hurt. And you put all your faith in your partner. Your philosophy on love is: be honest and be yourself. |
| You Are 22% Evil |
A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well. In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil. |
| Your Aura is Blue |
Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life. You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships. The purpose of your life: showing love to other people Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor |
| Your Psyche is Violet |
You are spiritual, intuitive, and serene. People trust you to rescue them from bad situations, and you usually come through. While you are quite enlightened, you find that your path is very lonely. When you are too violet: you can't connect to ordinary life or ordinary people When you don't have enough violet: you lack wisdom and can't learn from the past |
| Your Eyes Should Be Gray |
Your eyes reflect: Intensity and drive What's hidden behind your eyes: A sensitive soul |
Is it just physically or mentally?
Haha, I'm so dead.
Feeling old in a body of a 17 year old.
I think I'm going crazy too.
I have the urge to shop, in the midst of studying for the term exams. XD
Oh well.
Oh yes, I just picked a new anime series, Romeo X Juliet. (Opening Pic at the side!)
Yes, its a Shakespeare classic in anime.
Plus, its great.
I'm always left wanting for more,
even though I already know the ending.
Its just so depressing!
I hope I don't tear too much when I watch the rest of the episodes!
...
Till later.
Friday, June 15, 2007
Everything
Will
Be
Alright
somehow....
3rd Week of June Holidays
Time sure flies...
Right into the 'mugging' period, but everything seems so uncertain.
Especially Maths and Chemistry.
They are my main concerns...
I just hope I don't forget about Biology.
Getting as much practice as I can right now.
And I think there is something seriously wrong with my health.
Gastric Flu -> Sore throat -> Fever -> Cough
In a row!
Its horrific.
1 Seen the doctor one time too many this month.
2 Been at the cinemas one time too many this month.
3 Going out one time too many this month.
So many 'firsts' experienced this month.
[edit] Forgot to mention... I totally enjoyed them! Hahaha!
Just hope my sickness cures and never come back.
Okay, maybe I didn't get gastric flu.
Thats good news.
Anyway, I fear for Chemistry. I think I failed the MCQ section of the mock paper...10/30? Thats record-breaking...!
Sunday, June 10, 2007
That concludes our season, thats real good news.
Although I kind of screwed up some songs, I felt that our encore song was kind of 'high'. Haha, I guess we picked a real funny song -_-
And I got a huge sunflower from my friend XD and a rose from my senior. Kind of nice, hahahaha.
When the seniors step down, our section will only have 11 people left. Haha, a bit pathetic!
Anyways, the end the season means the start of my mugging season. =(
I haven't revised anything! Oh well, but I think I'll manage, some how.
PW is picking up, now that I'm free practically everyday.
But now, all I want is some sleep!
Haha, guess what, I got served by the same guy at Starbucks this morning and afternoon!
He even asked me about my sore throat! Cause I asked what drink they had was good for a sore throat this morning!
Gonna watch movie tomorrow, kind of happy X)
On the thought that I haven't seen my friends for weeks!





