OMG! I got an A1 for that Physics ISPL Test! Oh my goodness!
Now I hope my A-Maths ISPL won't suck, though I have a -good- feeling it might.

Well. ISPLs are over ^.^v
And mid-yr papers are killers.
They are soon-to-come.
And I'm so excited.
Not to mention that I have a gut feeling that I screwed the physics paper for ISPL.
Totally.
Until T got enlightened by my teacher
Its too late anyway.
20% failures. We are so dead.
Anyway, a tiny army of TYS-es has bombarded my poor Bro's room
Yes, I'm using his beige room for a studying room for myself.
Fun, no?
His room is so cool. A very bright place if you pull the curtains out.
How am I going to study after he finishes his NS?
He is certainly not the type to stay in hostels.
That sucks.
...
...
Well, we'll talk about it after his training. His room is cool.
Cause I can concentrate.
But not in my silly pink room.
Even thou both rooms has a PC in it.
He has a PS2 and a TV.
How i.r.o.n.i.c.
Probably I always on my PC to d/l stuff.
Maybe, maybe.
Haha. I feel left out for CIP Leaders, Operation Teddy Bear!
Coz it lies on a THURSDAY.
And that is a sacred day for the Orchestra's training.
Plus I have to go back to school on Saturday for extra training.
*sob*
1 more bloody month and I'm FREED of this cage.
It lies on my birth month. Wow. Talk about coincidence?
Not really.

I'm so determined to make it happen.
My beautiful rantings.
Life, is all about picking yourself up, no matter how deep u fall...
Yamaguchi Kumiko from 'Gokusen' said words of wisdom.
Life can be altruistic at times
Its just how u look at it
Hmm, my Internal Dialouge is often pessimistic (Feb 2005, Reader's Digest)
Gotta change to Optimistic.
Life
Is
Beautiful
I will continue to believe that.
Till the end of time.

>> process of learning self-discipline<<
have to reinforce the rule i made earlier this year...
no comp...on weekdays...
bah, resolutions.
can someone make up a motivation for me?
seems like nothing can get me going
only to be stuck in this empty bottomless world of mine
lazy is what i am now
im gonna change it, for the better.
i feel empty nowadays, sometimes lying in bed is what i want, but can't.
move move move
no space for lazy bumssss

these past few days i've been watching anime...my bro bought Witch Hunter Robin, it was great! the storyline really stood out. the opening song, "SHELL" was good too
i bought last exile. another great anime from Gonzo. i have no idea why my cousin said it was boring on Animax, but its a pretty cool anime. the characters grow within the anime, character growth?
have to work now, i think i spent 4 days watching anime...and doing -some- work.

->Lyrics for Dareka no Negai ga Kanau Koro
I've lost something important because of small things
The cold ring showed its glimmer to me
I said, "All I need is today," but that wasn't the case
The door to you vanished without a sound
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But still, I want you to stay, and I always did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying
That way the door won't make a sound
I wanted to become the only one who can heal you, who is needed by everyone,
and I've endured it a little too much
To wish for own happiness is not selfish, right?
If that's so, I want to hold you as tight as I can
When my tears dry up, she'll be crying
That way, the ground under us won't dry up
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But you never hold me back, you never did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying
Everyone's wishes can't be granted at once
As the small earth rotates, I learn to become more kind
I want to hug you once more, as soft as I can
-By Utada Hikaru

Howl's Moving Castle!
I just watched Casshern on Friday, after 2 hours of pure entertainment...I fell in love with Hikki's Dareka no Negai ga Kanau Koro (When somone's wish comes true). The MTV was very well done too!
The story's was pretty cool, Tetsuya looks a bit like Power Ranger's brother if he wears on the weirdo helmet (White base, 2 long "antennas")
Heres one of Casshern's poster,

Luna looks so cool!
Btw, I got in 38 in my X-Country, 1st time I actually got into first 50...O.O
I had 2 unlucky numbers, "748" was my number, "Qi Shi Ba" sounded like go and die in chinese.
"38" relatively similar "San Ba" =.=!
I bought Howl's Moving Castle Movie Soundtrack (even though), cause it was the LAST one on the shelves of Music Junction @ Jurong Point. The theme song "Sekai no Yakusoku ~Jinsei no Merry-go-round" [The Promise of the World: The Merry-go-round of Life] is real nice.
I'll try putting "Dareka no Negai ga Kanau Koro" 's MTV online...

I'm gonna cut my hair today. Its so long! It always curls when the weather's too hot...everyday. XP
I'm near to the finish for Xenosaga II, hopefully I finish before the March Holidays...
CO day camp and all those crap...*sigh*
I'm bloody desperate to watch Howl's Moving Castle now...*slaps self*
Enquiring to go for a Physic's tuition class from Just Education. I'm downright desperate.
Guess what...Just Physics, On Friday...
Physics 6.00 pm - 8.00 pm Mr Chew
Chemistry 8.00 pm - 10.00 pm Ms Ng
My GOSH! It's ideal! 4 hours in a container...!
I'll probably die at 10pm.
Tuition marathon! I have it already though...on Wednesday, at least with a 45min break...
Lalalalala~ I have to work my ass off tommorow, seeing that I have a lot of work....

I'm so tired.
My results aren't that bad. Everything goes with my expectations (hopefully) cept' for A Maths with a shocking grade of B3. My Chinese was fantastic. An A2.
I must learn NOT to compare but only compare me with me.
Control. Patience. Relax.
Till next time when I have Time.

Time and Tide Waits for No Man

Okay, I think I'm screwed...no mood to study!
Well I DID study Sri Lanka SS stuff, went through the Physics MCQ TYS questions, Enzyme Chapter...
I think its too little and yet I don't feel like working.
My CT results? Its okay, cept' for my classmate who topped the class in ALMOST every subject.
I told him to go home, stay far far away.
My stoichometry is screwed, last few questions killed me. Rather, I have no inkling on how to go about it.
My piano...haha not too bad for this week!
Rondo, Ternary Form and Binary Form... xp
I'm guessing that my Chemistry, Humanities, Maths and hopefully Biology gets a A1.
Physics and Chinese is the impossible for this term. C5 to B3. Thats about all it can get.
Xenosaga II is great. The battles irritates the hell out of me! I'm on the 2nd disk already, clocked at 10 hours or so. I'm thinking of a change in music. Maybe XS II ending song.
Biology Enzyme test is tomorrow.
Lalalalala~ I spent my whole MORNING and EARLY Afternoon making a SC map.
For laughs and bloodbaths, of course.
Till next time,
=p

I'm back from camp [Jalan Bathra, MOE]! I managed to play Xenosaga, in fact for only 2 hours on 2 separate days, 1 hour each. Yes, I sneaked in my brother's room and played for a while. God bless my mother didn't keep the PS2 yet.
I tied up the loose ends for my work, only to find out that I've completely forgotten A Maths. Congratulations to me. I've little confidence in my upcoming result slip...Physics certainly sucked...
I'm scared, as well as excited...Xenosaga keeps me going.
I bought Love Celeb 1 and 2, really cute comic! A bunch of us [Cat, Wan, Jx and another girl plus me] went to Westmall. We checked out the cinemas [Yes, with our "lugagge"] and Howl's Moving Castle is opening...TOMMOROW! OMGOSH! Hauru no Ugoku Shiro! Wan wan also pointed out free HMC postcards...Howl is so cute! >.< A splitting image of Haku.
I pray for tommorow's results, most likely they are coming tommorow. I'm freaking scared! Certainly, I gave it my all...

i bought xenosaga 2 today.
so close yet so far
*cries*

Argh. Just got my debate and Biology done and over with. I pray all day and night that I don't get extra.
I still have...OBS Sabah Form to fill up and gamble with my luck to get in
Geog WB, Bio WB, Eng Compo.
Sheesh. English Compo! Plus summary. Bleh
I'm complaining. I can't stop.
I think I'll print my blog entries out and submit it for English Compo, since its on JOURNAL writing. Everything goes, ya? Straight zero.
Mom just banned me from PS2. God bless she gave me the chance to complete Suikoden IV, if not I'll be similar to that of a deprived-of-drugs drug addict. Not to a large extent of course.
My mom's unreasonable. She practically forced me to get a remedial for maths instead of going to Unity Sec to cheer my debate friends. What a excellent mom I have.
Plus she got pissed, dismissing that the debate team doesn't give me any 'CCA Point'. She's totally right, totally practical. I was thinking that as well too!
BLAH.
I hope for my CCA to have marked my attendance. I really do,
I need the points.
Dam those people who came up with points. Bullsh!t. totally.
Point dominated minds results in one way track. HECK!
Angsty? nah.

Update! I finally found a music host! Nope, its not any ad-ware-ish site but Angelfire! No pop-ups here =).
Featuring: Xenosaga II Movie OST, Jr.'s Theme
Actually I don't know whether if its actually ALLOWED. However I'm in Singapore...Copyrights don't reach here, plus I disabled right-clicks and etc.

"I love Namco, Square-Enix, Monolith-Soft, Nautilus." -Me
Back again...My day...is in a wreck...why?
2/3 of the day was devoted to Suikoden IV, which also means the godly PS2.
1/3? Sleep and last minute cramming.
I just realised...I lost my touch in Indices...O.o
In addition...Common Test 1 is next week, so its just a few days to regain my tempo for studies...
Must meditate...c.o.n.c.e.n.t.r.a.t.e.
Something really good happened yesterday...I downloaded Xenosaga II Movie OST!!!
OMG! Although Mitsuda has stopped composing for the Xeno series, Kajiura is not bad actually.
I loved the Image Theme Song...although in the MP3 and from some sources, the song is CUT halfway. VERY SAD. *sobs*
I'm going crazy over Suikoden IV and Xenosaga II...
I'm so close to the finishing line for Suikoden! I can't wait to uncover the stuff behind the Rune of Punishment...plus the Hero is so cute! Albeit like a mix of girl and boy features...but its a MALE. I also tried the Confession feature...ITS SO CUTE! I get to jugde and get to see the backstage happenings...how cool is that! I named my ship 'Dream' and my army 'deatH'...I'm very excited...very very very.
Xeno II? OMG! I can't wait till the tests are over and when my brother gets it...*snickers* I'll play it
-moderately-. Yep, moderately and no "". ^_^v
I'm gonna do my best for the tests. A pass for Physics and Chinese. Good marks for Chemistry, English, Maths.
I actually have high expectations for my Maths...cause I have a good tuition teacher. ^_^
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"Cam ya aliye cam ya seila ye
Cam ya nali ye questa vita
La si ta mina
Esqueda ill toggio

Cam ya aliye cam yacosta ya
Sama nadi ye questa ditta
La siin mita
El queda in no che

Es que selavi in lemitamor
A la sodaye in miennela
La sita mia
Esqueda ill toggio

Es que sela vi in lemitamor
A la sodaye in miennela
La sita mia
Esqueda ill toggio"
-Xenosaga EP II, Jr.'s Theme
(about the Translation? I've no idea...Roman? Italian? Or its Kajura's own 'language')

"Lets watch Power Rangers" -Brother
Yep, today's specialty is the Power Rangers movie on 5. Totally "awesome".
Well duh, today is Lazy Saturday. I didn't end up doing much academic stuff...I played SC, watched my brother play Shadow of Rome. It was SOO gory!
*Pow*
Uppercut! The opponent bleeds.
*Thwak*
The opponent's hand got chopped off.
*Swish*
The opponent's head got hacked off.
*picks up...HEAD*
Gladiatorial Session -END-
Very gory game...but the story (I think) is good.
Plus, I got to play Suikoden IV yesterday. The random battles TICKS ME OFF! Very very very irritating, one moment you are checking the map, the next? Some kinda brainless mob attacks you. BLEH!
I HATE the controls at sea, if only they could LOWER the mob encounter rate, I would be a very happy player.
*Slaps self for whining*
But I overall, I think Konami didn't do -much- for the game as Suikoden III...the battle system was...boring...The third was much more cool...a fresh thing for the series.
Bless me for the upcoming Common Test. God knows whether I'll pass *Bleh*

"Broken Mirror, a million shades of light.
The old echo fades away.
But just you and I
Can find the answer
And then, we can run to the end of the world
We can run to the end of the world"
-Chorus of 'Small Two of Pieces" Xenosaga

Yea. Its CNY! (Its over buts its Cool!)
'Anyway I messed up for the dummy debate but my Team won overall. Credits goes to Maddy and MD Player. MD was the Best Speaker. He's dam good. Engaging boy. Also because Shi-shi was there too!
'I saw JX's new hairstyle. VERYYY familiar. Yamapi's hairstyle...her infatuation with NEWS is so...deep? Passion FOR the Idol.Its good, but not good for the DMistress.
'1st session of CIP Leadership thingy. I must say, they ARE good. A round of applause for Chapter 2.5 from SMU!!!! Its great. I got to talk crap all the way throughout the session. Hope it still would be as fun for the rest of the remaining 2 sessions.
'I played PS2 on CNY Eve and the 2 days itself. Guess what. I finished FMA:e Broken Angel and a bit into Suikoden 4...AND now my brother doesn't want to let me play any more! *sob* saturday and sunday no MUSIC classes. so i can tie up my WORK's loose ends on those 2 days. DAM sian lor. DAMMIT. U shld have seen. The rune's desgin was so GREAT! Intricate! The hero's outfit was dam cool as well! >.AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
'I changed layout, again. Why? the former was too complex, though it IS pretty! this one is SIMPLe and DARk. cool eh? =PP
Okay signing off...gotta persist for Ps2~

Okay this week really burned me out...
`1st, I didn't get scolded from Shen(Xie?) Lao Shi! 2 times he had tested me, not much scolding. You can bet that I was pretty SURPRISED! I was feeling all doom and gloom before I headed to the practice area...I just hope this can keep up till SYF. I'm gonna do my very best for SYF...^^v
`2nd...I got selected for...CIP Leader? Not to mention a few of my friends are going as well! This is going to be FUN and TIRING. Like some say, I can't COMPLAIN. =p
`3rd, I passed my PHYsics RETEST! Plus, I think I'm getting the hang of Kinematics...but not too expert in it yet.
`4th, Chinese New Year is coming! Yay! I look forward to this day every year! The goodies and getting together with my relatives is priceless...~
`5th, my class rocks...we were supposed to finish our class design on Thursday. The 4 walls got a 'extreme makeover' and looked MUCH BETTER. Ang Baos and bright Yellow Paper complement each other well...It looks much more vibrant! Plus, 3e3 had some extreme makeover as well. Spraying stuff, Coca Cola Cans (Sponsored my Suan Kai) and I heard it looks much better. Hehe.
Okay...I've work to do, teachers have been CRAMMING tests on Monday. Bless me for taking Chemistry Test on FRIDAY, if not I'm gonna die man.Geog,SS Test,Maths Remedial,CO Practice...Eeek! CO is gonna perform on Tuesday...1st time ever to perform our chosen SYF piece.

Its Saturday! But the bad thing is...I -just- failed my very first Physics Test! The highest was 34/40, so we can't complain that he can't teach...Anyway my brother said don't care about it and learn from your mistakes! It is true but it will be a BIG dent in my report card *blah blah*. Okay. I'm gonna CHIONG for my Physics man.
Plus my Chinese had an amazing mark of 29/50. Bad rite! It shows how sucky my Chinese is, hopefully my teacher teaches us the steps for answering Comprehension!
My school tests are in for a BUMPY ride man!
Another bad thing, our school lost for debate and we don't know WHY. Our speakers are like WAY better than the opponents (it is true) in terms of fluency! However our content was lacking. Haha...I feel so suay this week. This whole week has been filled of failure/results. Just gotta do my best for the upcoming tests and stuff.
*sigh*

Heya Its Sunday!
Things have gone ,well, smoothly enough.
Anywayy, thanks to CY, I tried out a -few- quizes and they had pretty anime pics! They are under my particulars "The Girl" (or something)
Plus...one more week to Feburary...gonna be Chinese New Year...^.^ *parties*
Well not much things to say now...tommorrow's going to be one LONG day.
Ahhh!