Ikuta Toma <3

- I think he's great on Hana Kimi JAP....

Well, just decided to drop by and say something....
MATCHBOX TWENTY AND KOBUKURO ROCKS!

It was an unexpected finding acutally.
I went to HMV to "window-shop"
And I found 2 great albums (Exile on Mainstream , KobuKuro - All Singles Best)
Ended up spending 60 bucks straight...
;___;

But its on eternal playback right now ((:

Ahhh feeling so tired... Been travelling around these few days...
Can't wait to go overseas next week...
And flood this blog with pictures...hehe

Artwork by shel-yang on Deviant Art

Isn't it beautiful??

Saw some personality test on Wee Yang's blog. Like he said, its pretty true... :x

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Try it @ http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

-AC GAMES-

Seems like everyone is saying it, so I won't say much, but...

"1SC2 2007 PWNED AC GAMES!!!"

Never I have felt so "enthu" for competitive sports.

Maybe its the magic of 1SC2.

So,

THANK YOU GUYS!

Yeah, 32nd Students Council did a great job too! XD


P/S :
Yeah, its a short post. I'm still...well, not recovered...
The K-Drama "Hwang Jin Yi" made me so sad!
" Goodbye, my first love."

Well, with time on my hands, I sure degraded into a hikkikomori.
Played Bleach Blade Battlers 2
And it was damn fun.
Watching the bankai and stuff.

Other than that, I did some soulsearching for the past 9 months.
I sure have let myself down.
And more importantly, I've let down others too.
In many many ways.

I guess there's no turning back.
I sure hope they can forgive me.

Things have changed.
I can only accept it
and give my blessings.

So be it.
I have so much to learn.

The world feels so distorted.
I feel like a emo-kid already.

And it kind of sucks.

I just feel so tired.
I don't feel like trying anymore.

Maybe it will be now.
To really finish off what was due 3 months ago.

Lets hope tomorrow will be better.
One day at a time.

"07 Your too soft (Gintama)" by rox chan

on deviant art

YEAH! Promos are officially over XD.
But I can't seem to settle down one bit,
not even when promos are over...
Whats wrong with me...
Seems like I'm still lacking something -_-

Ahhh, feels as if the holidays started.
But its not.
School still continues until November.

Finished Yakitate!! Japan on crunchyroll...
I have never felt sooooo hungry while watching anime.
Never been so hungry and tempted.

Wishlist - To eat Japan #44
I wanna go to heaven!

"Late then pon
Sian then pon
Test also pon" -1sc2

My very first planned ponning event took place today.
With Silvia and Rachel.
From what I've read from Szeching's blog,
only 8 turned up today.
I think it IS damn obvious that 12 of us ponned instead of being sick.
Can I expect the JC1 population halved on Wednesday and Thursday?

Today was like the most productive day of all.
I COMPLETED ALMOST EVERY SINGLE WORK I'VE BEEN MEANING TO DO.
Thats what I call, an "accomplishment".

Although I'm actually supposed to revise my work.
Caught Bleach on crunchyroll as well.
Only into the Soul Society arc.
I love it!

I also just realised One Piece Water 7 arc on TV is over?
Watched the latest fansubbed episode streamed.
Found new streaming channels to watch anime as well.
Recently just caught Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann on veoh.
!!!!!

Okay, my days are numbered.
Gotta sleep now XD

Bleach - Ichigo by evanescent_adoration

on DEVIANTART.COM

I'm so in love with Kurosaki Ichigo from "Bleach".

This picture makes him look so damn good.
He looks angry <3

Ugh. I don't know whats happening.
I've no mood to study.
Feeling as if I lost something.

Ahhhhhhh
Kinda feeling sucky right now.

Presenting...AC Goodie Bags!

XD

Teachers Day in ACJC was kind of fun.
The performances were great and the video he teachers made was hilarious!
Some of us went down to support our class in the College Bowl.
I must say, all 4 of them were great!
We played in the playground in the premises.
The stupid yellow bowl thing.
Had alot of fun there too.

Went back to BBSS today <3
Met alot of ex-classmates!
Kind of felt great meeting them.
Shared my troubles ( :x ) with my friend, it felt great releasing all of them.

Finished watching Zegapain on crunchyroll today...
I loved it.
I love the ending song "Little Goodbye".
I have it on eternal loop on the media player XD.

Lyrics:

me ga samete yume no itaimi ga
yoru ni tokete yuku

kaze no machino tsumetai sora ga
subeta wo kaete yuku

toki ga modottara toki ga modottara toki ga modottara

kisu shite goodbye
aritoarayurumono
meguri yuku to kimi meguri kuru anata ni

kioku no fuchi de 　
toki wa kurikaesu

image wo mita image wo mitakute

giniro no tsuki no hana ga
shizuka ni sai te iru

tsukami kake te me o tojire ba
anata ga mie te kuru

michi ni mayottara sagashi ni oide yo yume de de attara

kisu shite goodbye
aritoarayurumono
meguri yuku to kimi meguri kuru anata ni

kioku no fuchi de 　
toki wa kurikaesu

image wo mita image wo mitakute


kisu shite goodbye
aritoarayurumono
meguri yuku to kimi meguri kuru anata ni

kioku no fuchi de 　
toki wa kurikaesu

image wo mita image wo mita

kisu shite goodnight
mou nemura nai
hoshino furuyoruha
time goes by

Saw something rather amusing on Szeching's blog...

10 weird/random things about me:

1. I'm Jia Ni, if you don't already know.
2. I can laugh at the stupidest stuff and intellectual stuff.
3. I'm SHORT, according to many.
4. I don't believe that.
5. I'm NOT SHORT.
6. I went to PEPS (Princess Elizabeth Primary School) and ended up in the secondary school next door.
7. Apparently people like to add an "I" next to PEPS.
8. I spent my days in BBSS mugging like 'siao'.
9. But I do play games, you know.
10. Yes, Jia Ni HAS A LIFE.
11. Rules are meant to be broken, I'm continuing.
12. I'm currently stuck in ACJC for the next 15 months or so.
13. In a wacko class called 1SC2 , class of 2008.
14. We spawned http://sc2lemon.blogspot.com/ and http://www.sctwoacjc.blogspot.com/
15. Contrary to initial belief, I rejoined CO.
16. I may not like it very much, but I do enjoy playing pieces that are NICE.
17. Like Ju Hua Tai and some Guang Ming Xing.
18. I like Su Bei Feng Qing too. (I bet you don't know what I'm typing, seriously.)
19. People In CO are wacky as well.
20. Especially Stevie, Meiqi, Meiyi, Jin Ling, Clarrissa, Sophia, Shern Shern, Daniel Tan,...I think that is half of our CO!
21. I shall introduce my class in the most boring way ever.
22. Dancers : Redgie
23. Orangie! Shes part of the Power Rangies I heard.
24. Rifle-ers : Szeching
25. Speaking of Szeching, she was the one who asked me to do this! X)
26. Pistol-ers : Chloe, Amanda, Rushan (CAPTAIN), Silvia, Bing Hui, Denzel, Jeremy
27. Speaking of them, Rushan introduced nice mudpie to the class!
28. Denzel is my PW leader. He is horny.
29. Bing Hui is horny too.
30. Chloe is in my PW group too!
31. I just realised 3/4 of my PW group are pistol-ers.
32. Amanda is real good at sports, her group owned floorball today!
33. Jeremy walks in a funny way. He bounces.
34. Guitarist : Rachel Lim
35. Speaking of Rachel, shes always laced with scandals...
36. Harpist : Vanessa
37. Speaking of Vanessa, shes so talented... XD
38. Tennis : Judith
39. Speaking of Judith, she ran 10 rounds today? OMG
40. Band : Sarah
41. Proud member of the best band in SG and usually playing C4!
42. Fencer : Rachel Meng, Amanda
43. Speaking of Rachel Meng, she sings real well.
44. Lifeguard : Jia Jun
45. Speaking of Jia Jun, that DISGUSTING THING shot a barley (yes a barley) into my nice hot teh. I discovered that when I finished drinking it.
46. Stargazer + Planter : Dallan
47. Speaking of Dallan, he came back to school today.
48. Bowler : Xavier
49. Speaking of Xavier, he played C4 again today.
50. Canoeists : Wei Guo, Zhenliang, Vincent, Jared
51. Speaking of Jared, let me share his wisdom with you. "Life's like Jia Ni, sometimes you fall short."
52. Speaking of Zhenzhu , he broke a nail today.
53. Wei Guo said I changed. Yeah I think I did.
54. Vincent, he couldn't make up his mind today.
55. 55 is a nice number.

END.

I think I have to ask 7 people to do this? Letsee....

1. tasty tim
2. jia jun
3. xavier
4. krystal
5. denise
6. ozy
7. whoever's reading

That was quick. I don't think 2 of them on the list are going to do it.

I just summed up the day!

What a sucky day.

Killed many trees today I think.
Went to the library after school to do mass-printing.

Giang was like, "What are you printing?!"
I waited the printer to churn out the stuff...
As if there was no tomorrow.

I sure hope history doesn't repeat itself.
In many ways.

Failing Maths was a good thing.
I have more motivation to practice now.

NOW, I musn't musn't musn't fail Chemistry!
Okay, back to studying.

Chara Fest 2007 @ KKnM

http://www.theanimehouse.com/

OMG! Chara Fest is coming! I wonder what will they be bringing in! I want more Ouran stuff! Code Geass too!

[p/s] Code Geass episode 24 and 25 is awesome.

I think 'Canelé Pâtisserie Chocolaterie' serves great cakes and deserts.

Famous for their chocolate I think.

Went there (Paragon outlet) with my Mom yesterday...

Oh my gosh.

Their chocolate cake is goooooooood. Their strawberry one too...OMG

Plus, they all look GOOD.

Check them out at http://www.canele.com.sg/index.html

Ichi Ritoru no Namida

"First Day in School" - bluenightz
(Aya Ikeuchi)

http://bluenightz.deviantart.com/

One Litre of Tears (Ichi Ritoru no Namida)

Caught this series on crunchyroll recently. Heard rave reviews of this show and I went to check it out.
And, I agree. Its great.
Its like watching Romeo x Juliet. You know the ending. Its going to be sad.
And yet, you still hope for the protagonist (Aya Ikeuchi).

Okay, a show synopsis below...

15-year-old Ikeuchi Aya was an ordinary girl, the daughter of a family who works at a tofu shop, and a soon-to-be high schooler. However, odd things have been happening to Aya lately. She has been falling down often and walks strange. Her mother, Shioka, takes Aya to see the doctor, and he informs Shioka that Aya has spinocerebellar degeneration - a terrible disease where the brain gradually deteriorates to the point where the victim cannot walk, speak, write, or eat. A cruel disease, as it does not affect the mind in the least. How will Aya react when told about her disease? And how will Aya live from now on?

Adapted from http://blog.orgday.org/2006/01/24/1-litre-of-tears/

I cried for consecutive episodes.

I think the part where Ako stood up for her sister, Aya, was great.

My heart really crushed when her class spoke behind her back.

Like Asou-kun said, its really bad to speak behind her back

Whenever Aya says sorry for all the trouble she caused, everyone would just smile back and say, "Its alright." But they feel troubled deep down in their hearts. Such hypocrisy.

And I fell in love with K's voice. He sang the ending song for the series, "Only Human"

Heres the lyrics, and again, taken from...

http://blog.orgday.org/2006/01/24/1-litre-of-tears/#comment-19846

Only Human
Lyrics: Osanai Mai Music: Matsuo Kiyoshi, Tanaka Choku

Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru toiu yo

Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to iu yo
Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
Nani ga bokura wo matteru?

Nigeru tame ja naku yume ou tame ni
Tabi ni deta hazusa tooi natsu no ano hi

Ashita sae mieta nara tame iki mo nai kedo
Nagare ni sakarau fune no you ni
Ima wa mae he susume

Kurushimi no tsukita basho ni
Shiawase ga matsu toiu yo
Boku wa mada sagashite iru
Kisetsu hazure no himawari

Kobushi nigirishime asahi wo mateba
Akai tsume ato ni namida kirari ochiru

Kodoku ni mo nareta nara
Tsuki akari tayori ni
Hane naki tsubasa de tobi tatou
Motto mae he susume

Amagumo ga kireta nara
Nureta michi kagayaku
Yami dake ga oshiete kureru
Tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
Tsuyoku mae he susume
Only Human
Lyrics: Osanai Mai Translation: Jonathan Wu

On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile

On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile
But before we can go there,
is there something we’re waiting for?

In order to chase our dreams, we can’t have a reason to run away
We’ve got to go, to that far away summer’s day

If we find it tomorrow, we can’t sigh
Because like a boat that opposes the stream
we have to walk straight on

In a place worn down by sadness
something called a miracle, is waiting
Yet we are still searching
for the sunflower that grows at the end of spring

The warrior who awaits the morning light
before he can clasp it with red nails, his tears glitter and fall

Even if we’ve grown used to loneliness
only relying on the light of the moon
We have to fly away with featherless wing
just go foward, just a little further

As the rainclouds break
the wet streets sparkling
Although it brings only darkness
A powerful, powerful light
helps push us to walk on

Sad show. I think the stuff Aya wrote in the diary struck me real hard. Like "Why did this disease choose me? I can't carry it, if its fate." and "Mom, will I be able to marry?"

This show is based on a real story. I think the publishers published her diary under the name "One Litre of Tears" (yupp).

So catch it if you can. XD

Been a long time since I blogged.
I think I got to relax once in a while.
I've got to STOP SCREWING UP MY LIFE!
I just did that yesterday, 8/8. Not good.
Screwed up, just simply screwed up.
I need to get a better screwdriver.
A better zip for my mouth.
A better painkiller for my heart.
A better anaesthetic for my brain.
I've officially lost something that I did not want to lose.
I think I'm losing myself too.
Okay, so I'm not making much sense.
Probably years down the road, when I read this post again...
I'll laugh at my stupidity, immaturity.
I'm still growing up! (Mentally)


Yesterday was full of events. FUN!


Annual Awards = Melting time
BBSS moved to the holding site, the former Millenia Institute.
That means, no air-conditioned hall.
We were MELTING under the graduant's gown.
The presentation was kind of cool. Since it was the first Annual Awards to be held in the holding site.
I saw the artist's impression of the new building.
Beautiful. SO MUCH BETTER!
I think it costs 10 over million. Not sure, but WOW.
After the ceremony, Pauline and I ran around finding our teaches and took pictures with them with my handphone camera.
We had quite a trouble finding our physics teacher. I heard he is more strict towards his students. Well, okay....
We took a picture with our PRINCIPAL! Yeah!
I think shes really a great lady.
Very amiable. Friendly. Serious even.
She ended our chat with a serious tone.
She told us about the question she got during the Biology paper at A Levels.
Some DNA mutation about horses.
...
Horses?...
._.


Anddd, I learnt from Melanie (fellow ASC-ian and ex-BBSSian) that quite a few ACJC people live around the Toh Tuck area!
Not really surprising. But yeah.
Then I followed Pauline, Vivien and Melanie to Mos Burger at West Mall.
I think I love Milk Tea alot.
AlotAlotAlotAlotAlot.
In school, I love Teh Ping.
Outside, I love Milk Tea.
They are the same!
XD
I got Iced Milk Tea at Mos Burger.
Hehehehehehe
XD


Then we walked around West Mall window shopping.
Later in the evening... The small (mini) class outing was kind of wacky. We basically did... Movie>>Stone>>Pool>>Neoprint(!!)>>Stone>>Pictures>>Macs>>Home. Basically that. Neoprints was kind of fun. Spent a longgggggggg time designing the 6 pictures. I sure hope we can get them "re-printed". And even when Rachel Lim wasn't present, we did not forget her...


Jared said the most lame stuff yesterday night on MSN,
"Life's like Jia Ni, sometimes, you fall short."Thanks Jared.
Thanks so much for reminding me. >__>
Happy Birthday Singapore!

Painter Practice - su6arhighfreak
http://su6arhighfreak.deviantart.com/
What a melancholic feeling

"Hope" - nanami-yuki

http://nanami-yuki.deviantart.com/

Saw a great picture on DA (Deviant Art) today. By the super talented people gathered there.

The way I comprehend it is...

The ray of light as hope.

The bleak surroundings as despair.

I think...its a beautiful piece of art.

Ahhh... so many stuff has happened,

I guess this is part of growing up.

I'm going to "Erase, rewrite" my memories and emotions

Just like the song "REWRITE".

A qoute from my Dad,

"Confusion will arise, complication and understand and misunderstanding will be there. [Its] all on how oneself takes it and sees it."

Yeah. So there you have it.

Aside from depressing stuff, heres more depressing stuff.

My marks for the tests in the previous weeks were sucky.

Nothing's really staying the same.

Its normal I guess.

Nothing is forever, cherish it now, leave no regrets.

Life is not a bed of roses, but definitely more than just that.

Okay. So my CCA is starting tommorrow. I hope my new "bosses" don't murder me for anything. Oh, we are playing "Ju Hua Tai"(by Jay Chou) for ACJC's Open House. I wonder how it will sound like.

I just realised how fun Odin Sphere is.

Although I sucked at controlling Gwendolyn, I felt that Cornelius (The Pooka Prince) and now Mercedes is SO MUCH easier to control.

The Pooka Prince attacks much faster.

Mercedes is kind of easy to control too. Seeing her Phozon special "Piercing Shot" does tons of damage.

Okay, I must thank my brother for completing Gwendolyn's chapter. So I could advance (LOL?)

I love the game. I get to fight the same bosses and OWN every one of them.

Its more emphasis on "smart" fighting rather than smashing the square button to attack.

The way the story is portrayed is somewhat similar to Suikoden III.

Multiple point-of-views (POVs). Just that Suikoden III has 3, Odin Sphere has 5.

And they all converge at one point of time.

Odin Sphere is rather interesting. Mixing politics and romance I think.

It has rather "sappy" romance scenes. Only at the ending of each of the stories though.

The English translation isn't that bad either.

Luckily they enabled Japanese voiceovers...happiness!

I love Ingway's and Oswald's seiyuus (voice actors)!

Okay pardon me if you DON'T understand what rubbish I'm typing. =))

Code Geass finally has the last 2 episodes (24 & 25) aired.

YES! I wonder how it will end.

But I'm sure it won't be pretty for Lelouch.

Just like in Death Note, Light is punished in the end.

Oh well.

Sayonara evil villian.

Yes, Light and Lelouch always have been villians. IMHO though.

Cold cold cold cold!
Whats wrong with the weather?! It has been pouring since the start of the week!
I came down with the flu too =(
Really freaky. Its not even the monsoon season.
o_o

School's been rather so-so.
I screwed up quite a few stuff...
GP Package Test, Biology Skill B1 SPA, Chinese test...
AHHHH!
This week is bad. Really bad.

I still dont know the many " jiaNi's " that fill the tagboard.

[Edit, 28/7] Changed tagboard. I hope it won't be filled with impersonators.

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Low
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --

I guess...I'm rather normal...?

Saw a great picture on DeviantArt yesterday.
Just had to share it...

Its "Falling" by Nanami_yuki on DeviantArt
Check her out at http://nanami-yuki.deviantart.com/

I think it describes how I'm feeling right now.
Falling.

So Long, Mr. Despair:Negative:by ~OtakuSpy

Watched "Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei" (So long, Despair Teacher).
Its so freaking funny and weird.
Especially the part about Itoshiki-sensei's stalker student.
She wanted to know everything about her current boyfriend.
Its simply scary. Like obession.
Yeah. O-B-E-S-S-I-O-N.
Its also rather scary that his other student, Kafuka, is so freaking positive!
Hikkikomori girl = Zashiki warashi (House spirit)
Crazy Stalker Girl = Girl expressing intense love


Watched Gintama 34.
Episode about Shinpachi and his first date with a girl.
A girl with Neko mimi (Cat ears)
Which turns on any guy. >__>
What about Otsuu-chan?!
There's this part when Shinpachi goes onto the Samurai chat channel and asks whether he should or shouldn't go for the date...
Although it wasn't exactly Gintoki saying it but I felt it made sense.
Maybe I shouldn't be so scared about being hurt.
Again, Gin-san made me understand some stuff.


Okay. So today is the release of the seventh, final volume of the Harry Potter series.
Yeah. I finished reading it, already.
Sat down to read at 12noon. Just finished it.
Well, I'm not going to spoil the story.
But yeah. It was okay.
Typical.
Maybe now I can do my work or something.
So much for using Harry as an excuse for not doing my work.


Yeah. A total LOL to the class magazine.
"Silence is not golden. Gossip is platinum!"
Umm...do we have so many scandals to speak of? :X


Oh yes. Impersonating people on tagboards is irritating.
Stop it.





What Gintama Character Are You?


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"Did you mean it, when you said it?"

I got the shock of my life today,
RACHEL! How could you!?
My heart shatters.... X)

The tagboard is full of nefta(s),
but all are 'contributed' by different people.

=/
I guess the name "nefta" is rather popular
XDD

Oh wow. Maths tuition was cold today.
I guess my teacher and I weren't in the mood to do maths.

Watched Nodame Cantabile today.
I must say Nodame is really a free-spirited girl.
Moja Moja suite wasn't that bad!
Plus, I think she helped the Oboe guy play better.
Much better.

Mozart in PINK!

Sometimes I wish I was more like Tamaki-senpai.
Or maybe more like Haruhi-san.
Oblivious to it.
So that I wouldn't have to think so much.
Just moving straight forward.
Not thinking about other stuff.
Yet...

I hate being free.
I hate being tired.
Cause always I tend to think too much.
Let me immerse myself in work.
So that I may lose myself.

Thats emo. Oh well.

Term exams are over. Its like almost 1 week ago.
I just hope that I don't fail anything, but I don't mind going for extra lessons on Wednesdays, especially Wednesday?
Okay, so I'm superbly jealous that some of my friends can play Granado Espada and I can't cause my desktop is rotting and the my laptop is not mine. The only consolation is that MMORPGs subsequently gets boring and it has been proven true.
But! Starcraft 2 is coming out next year and I so want to try it out! Definitely I can't play it on the hunk of metal that runs on Windows 98SE?!
Read reviews on Starcraft too... some say its similar to Starcraft and not much modifications
But I look forward to the custom BNET maps... Aeon of Strife started from Starcraft too!
Hah, not to forget, I finished .hack//G.U. 3! The japanese version though. Maybe because I can't 100% fully understand Japanese, I felt that it was lacking something...
Was the final boss too easy? But I absolutely adore Haseo's Xth form and Skeith's new form. Its just so cool. Not to mention, there were quite a few new additions in which I couldn't figure out. I guess I will have to wait for .hack//G.U. Redemption to come out!
Harvey Norman sells a motherboard for $999... I'm cash-strapped.
I think I have to wait for a few years before I can get a spanking new motherboard. Till then, I'm with my dad's laptop. I'm not complaining! I just hope my rotting desktop can work till then.

I think I'm running low on karma or something. Lots of bad stuff has happened to my family and me. I really question myself sometimes...
Haha, which makes me think of a question Rachel(L) asked during lecture, "Why is everyone breaking up now?"
And I said, "Cause the bell just rang..."
L.O.L.?

Oh yes. Szeching's birthday was on Friday! Happy 18th birthday gal!

I got seriously bored while studying.
So here goes...:

Your Love is Represented by a White Rose

While you may or may not be totally naive, you do approach love with an eternal innocence. You love like you've never been hurt. And you put all your faith in your partner. Your philosophy on love is: be honest and be yourself.

What Rose Represents Your Love?

You Are 22% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well. In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

How Evil Are You?

Your Aura is Blue

Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life. You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships. The purpose of your life: showing love to other people Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor

What Color Is Your Aura?

Your Psyche is Violet

You are spiritual, intuitive, and serene. People trust you to rescue them from bad situations, and you usually come through. While you are quite enlightened, you find that your path is very lonely. When you are too violet: you can't connect to ordinary life or ordinary people When you don't have enough violet: you lack wisdom and can't learn from the past

What Color Is Your Psyche?

Your Eyes Should Be Gray

Your eyes reflect: Intensity and drive What's hidden behind your eyes: A sensitive soul

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

These few days, I get tired so easily.
Is it just physically or mentally?
Haha, I'm so dead.
Feeling old in a body of a 17 year old.

I think I'm going crazy too.
I have the urge to shop, in the midst of studying for the term exams. XD

Oh well.

Oh yes, I just picked a new anime series, Romeo X Juliet. (Opening Pic at the side!)
Yes, its a Shakespeare classic in anime.
Plus, its great.
I'm always left wanting for more,
even though I already know the ending.
Its just so depressing!
I hope I don't tear too much when I watch the rest of the episodes!

...
Till later.

Hopefully
Everything
Will
Be
Alright
somehow....

3rd Week of June Holidays
Time sure flies...
Right into the 'mugging' period, but everything seems so uncertain.
Especially Maths and Chemistry.
They are my main concerns...
I just hope I don't forget about Biology.
Getting as much practice as I can right now.

And I think there is something seriously wrong with my health.
Gastric Flu -> Sore throat -> Fever -> Cough
In a row!

Its horrific.
1 Seen the doctor one time too many this month.
2 Been at the cinemas one time too many this month.
3 Going out one time too many this month.
So many 'firsts' experienced this month.
[edit] Forgot to mention... I totally enjoyed them! Hahaha!
Just hope my sickness cures and never come back.

Okay, maybe I didn't get gastric flu.
Thats good news.
Anyway, I fear for Chemistry. I think I failed the MCQ section of the mock paper...10/30? Thats record-breaking...!

Finally, ACCO annual concert is OVER.
That concludes our season, thats real good news.
Although I kind of screwed up some songs, I felt that our encore song was kind of 'high'. Haha, I guess we picked a real funny song -_-
And I got a huge sunflower from my friend XD and a rose from my senior. Kind of nice, hahahaha.
When the seniors step down, our section will only have 11 people left. Haha, a bit pathetic!

Anyways, the end the season means the start of my mugging season. =(
I haven't revised anything! Oh well, but I think I'll manage, some how.
PW is picking up, now that I'm free practically everyday.
But now, all I want is some sleep!

Haha, guess what, I got served by the same guy at Starbucks this morning and afternoon!
He even asked me about my sore throat! Cause I asked what drink they had was good for a sore throat this morning!

Gonna watch movie tomorrow, kind of happy X)
On the thought that I haven't seen my friends for weeks!

Ughh...whats wrong with me...
I feel kinda lost in school these few days...
My emotions getting all messed up X(

My house is undergoing renovation!
Lots of moving and trouble!

All the best to all the ACJC Sporting Teams in there tournaments!
AC Tennis, Bowling, go go go!

SYF is finally over...we got Gold!
Well, at least we accomplished what we wanted =).
I was so happy to have a Saturday off...cause I had to rush through alot of stuff...
Chemystery can be read within half and hour!
Struggling with GP Independent Learning.
Maths is driving me crazy...
Come to think of it,I think I screwed my Biology test BIG TIME.
Thursday classes, here I come! =(

Zixin came back to ACJC on Friday. Was so freaking happy. Its been a long time since I saw here XD.
I didn't know she knew Denzel
We went out to Lot 1 Mac's
Haha! We had a good time laughing...hehehehe
Sharing all those scandalous stuff, haha.

Oh yeah, congratulations to all those who made it successfully into the 32nd Students Council! I'm sure you guys will do a great job! Szeching, Clarrissa, Evangeline, Jian Da, Raymond, CONGRATS!

Not much to blog about really, the whole week has been hectic and I haven't got the time to have a life...haha

Hurray for AC! They just introduced Independent Learning! Throwing a bunch of websites and expect this pair of already myopic eyes to read through pages of articles!
But I think its cool. The websites are REAL good.
Schools kind of tough right now.
I just got back my Biology and Chemistry paper.
I'm not really satisfied with my marks, but I think it will be better somehow.
Its SYF season now, everyone in ACCO are getting tensed up.
I was kind of ready to learn showmanship.
I REALLY WANT ACCO to obtain GOLD.
But at the rate we are going, its possible, but its not perfect yet.
We're having a full-dress rehearsal this Sunday. There goes my weekends.
Although its only for the afternoon, I don't think I'll have any energy to study for the upcoming Chinese test.
Alot of stuff has happened in school in this short month.
1SC2 is the best man!
We have hot teacher(s)!

I feeling freaking down today, when its my birthday.
I'm feeling emo today.
I'm super sad.
Depressed.
Exhausted.
Why won't you give me a break?

How I wish I could stop this pain right now.

And forget about everything.

Common tests starts this week proper.
Its not exactly exciting. .__.

*runs off to mug*

1st swim PE today...It wasn't so bad, just that it has been months since I've seriously swum, like 2 years hiatus?
After the grouping exercise thingy, I seriously felt like a dead fish or something.
Freestyle to and fro really killed me. Man, I just so weak.
I professed not knowing frogstyle, I just want to get it right, although I think it will take some time for me to get it right, considering I struggled with the form for 1 year before raising the white flag.

School's okay and probably getting proper.
Tests are coming mainly in the 4th week and textbooks are FINALLY on sale.
Glad I didn't rush to get Chemistry.
I spent like 108 bucks on Economics flat. John Sloman's Economics and O'Sullivan's. Just heard the harsh truth that Sloman's is more appropriate for H1 people >__<.
Stuff are certainly expensive here in JCs.
Just one goddamn calculator burns off 200 bucks. Its a necessity. Although I was kinda tempted to go with the cheaper alternative (Casio Graphic Calculator), guess what? All kinds of explanations are all done in TI's Graphic Calc. Plus, TI's rumored to be able to play games (?!) on. I seriously don't expect much, but Snakes would be nice =).

Really happy that I'm getting closer to the new people in 1sc2, athough I spend most time with the 'old people'.
Fun Fact 1 : Many canoeists (sp?) and shooters >_<
Fun Fact 2 : Canoeing and voluntary PE has become the norm in the class.

Can't think of anymore. Just freaking tired.
Plus I have to be more passionate about my CCA. Just too many people say I express deep hatred for it that I feel guilty.
Since I joined it, then I should take responsibility.
I feel guilty for missing this Saturday's practice. As much as I would like to be present, my parents still have the final say.

I think I have some serious mood-swing issues.
One moment I'm laughing my ass off, the next, I feel like killing someone...

Damn.

I thought it would be cool to leave school at 1.10pm daily for 1 week. Cause its Lecture-only week.
But I was wrong, SO wrong.
Its boring. Period.
Tuesday was the worst.
At least today I won like 3 rounds of Bridge, its amazing for someone of my intellect.
Coincidentally, this week is the J2s term tests, which means NO CCA!
Plus, I found out that our class is down for SWIM PE! How cool is that ._.
At least it falls on a Thursday, not Wednesday or something, if not, the LT3 will stink of fluorine =).

Being in JC really makes me feel weird. I'm away from my usual mugging schedule, cause everything seems uncertain.
I sure hope I don't land myself in excessive tuition during JC...>_<

Just finished posting all my Spain pictures, in which MADRID has ZERO pictures posted. Maybe because I shopped too much in there. Pity I didn't take a picture of the dining table in which the whole tour group sat and dine. Pork knuckles and roasted pig were the main dish and it was the only time where I took more than 2 glasses of Sangria...=)

Toledo ++ Toledo is under UNESCO Heritage, the WHOLE city. So its kind of nice to see most of the town like it was then. Of course, there have been some major changes, but it still looks...not-like-a-modern town from afar. No skyscrapers, no metal buildings etc etc.

I like their road there, its all cobblestones...

Plus, even vehicles can drive through 'walkway', so there is no clearcut ROAD when cobblestones are involved.

Toledo ++ Sword Shop ++ I thought swords were history, only reality in Hollywood. But hey, Toledo's famous for their smithing! The swords look great, cause I've never seen anything like those in Singapore. Some were copies of swords held by famous people. Don't know if the design is real, but who cares? Other than 'western' swords, they also have 'eastern' swords. Yep! Short Japanese swords and katanas (if I'm not mistaken). These metals have heavy prices on them, so pictures will suffice.

P/S : The rapier there looks real cool.

Portugal ++ Fatima ++ A frontal view of the whole area.

Portugal ++ Fatima ++ Inside the Basilica ++ 3 big organs. I went to the basilica when they has Mass. The FIRST real catholic mass in my 16 years. Theres this part which kind of surprised me. The guy leading the mass said something in Portugese and then everyone started moving towards each other and kiss each other's cheeks, not direct, but the action. My mom and I were standing at the back, so we didn't expect much attention. But there was this Portugese lady who went us to us and kissed our cheeks. Of course we did 'reciprocate' her actions, but I really didn't expect anyone to come up to strangers this easily. Probably she thought we were of the same religion, which made us not strangers, despite having yellow skin, black hair and brown eyes. The whole day, I was kind of happy, so be actually approached by a stranger (for the good reasons) and I didn't actually 'stone' but 'reply' to her action.

Portugal ++ Fatima ++ The place where Mary apparated. Apparently Mary instructed the children to have a small chapel to be built. Many people now come here to pray, to pray for a miracle.

An interesting thing is, during Mary's apparitions, she revealed 3 secrets to the children. Only the first 2 are known, the last shrouded with mystery.

[http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Three_Secrets_of_Fatima]

Portugal ++ Fatima ++ One great place. My mom's catholic friend recommended her to go there, she said the aura of the place was kind of sacred and gave people a peace of mind. Maybe I'm too young to really understand those stuff, but yeah, it IS a holy place. Afterall, its one of the most famous places where Mary apparated.

The tall building on the left is Fatima's basilica, where the 3 children who saw Mary's apparition were buried.

Francisco and Jacinta Marto, Lucia dos Santos.

Only Lucia lived to an old age. The other 2 died young.

Portugal ++ Lisbon ++ Some street, I forgot what. We had to travel by their underground train, and it was kind of cool. People were using their 'ezlink' (okay, so thats not the real name) cards and we bought 2 way tickets with the help of an operator, we went as a group by the way. It was nighttime when we realised that the large electric christmas tree was switched on, so we stopped to take a few shots. The arches were kind of pretty too.

Portugal ++ Lisbon ++ Jeronimo’s Monastery ++ Didn't spend much time here as it was closed =(. I remember it has some desgins on it that concerns sea travels...>.<. Instead of wasting our time doing nothing, we decided (the whole group) to eat the famous PORTUGESE EGG TARTS. And YES, it was DELICIOUS. The tarts just came popping out from the oven endlessly and people grabbed them when they were piping hot. Its GREAT. The cafe's (Pasteis de Belem) has great coffee too. The tart is great, they have other pastries as well...=)

Seville ++ Plaza de España ++ I remember it as some exhibition of countries and Spain was hosting it. 1929? We spent the most time at Spain's (duh). It featured all the states in the country and pictures that depict the most significant event. (1st picture's an example).

This place is really huge, even some horse rides(?!) to go round the plaza.

Seville ++ Distance away from Church of Seville ++ Thats the bell tower in the far distance. It was HERE, that I tasted my first and my last, strong Sangría, which is (from Wikipedia, again) a wine punch (more formally and precisely, a fortified wine) which originated in Portugal and Spain. The word sangria comes from the Spanish "sangre" meaning blood. [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sangria]

Okay, so some couple bought a jar, cause on day one of the trip, the tour guide recommended us to try Sangría everywhere we went. It was kind of mild in Barcelona, so everyone didn't expect much...till that day. It was so STRONG! Extremely fruity and STRONG. I think if I finished the jar, it might be my last jar. As far as I can remember, I drank glasses of it in Madrid, I went very pink, but SOBER.

Seville + Church of Seville (Interior) ++ GOLD. Yea, I sure hope its real. I didn't really take notice of their significance, but they look important, haha.

Seville + Church of Seville (Interior) ++ Okay, the main part where people sit down and pray. This whole thing is gold, and I believe it, cause religions can do such stuff. The whole piece depicts Jesus and his life I guess. This is is MASSIVE, HUGH, EXTRAORDINARY. Its amazing.

Seville + Church of Seville (Interior) ++ Organs, who can leave out organs in a cathedral such as this? These are large ones. All it needs is one player I think. Behind the 'gates' are seats, for whom, I'm not too sure...>.<. But, its LARGE. I bet it produces good sounds. On the side note, this cathedral houses Christopher Columbus's grave/coffin. Its grand.

Seville + Church of Seville (Interior) ++ Some rooms which houses some treasures. Apparently, I got fascinated about the FLOOR and I took a picture of it...too dark to appreciate I think.

Seville ++ Cathedral of Seville ++ Exterior of the cathedral. I don't think this is the front part, but its nevertheless nice. Wondering why theres so much orange and yet they are still on the tree's branches? No, its not that its too high to reach...these oranges are BITTER/SOUR stuff, not really people's favourites. But they are used to make marmalades, where they add a sugar to make it taste sweet. So, not all stuff free are exactly good.

Seville ++ La Girada ++ The bell tower of the Cathedral of Seville. The tower is actually a minaret of the Almohad mosque. An architect later converted the minaret into a bell tower. On top of it sits a weathervane, the statue on it came to be known as Giraldillo.

Granada ++ Alhambra ++ Basically a LARGE Mocárabe/ Stalactite work . Resembles a large honeycomb, hehe.

Granada ++ Alhambra ++ Court of the Lions ++ Quarters for the sultan and his family I think. Too bad its under repair, so no water =(.

Granada ++ Alhambra ++ Basically different views of the same place. This is infront of where the sultan does his work / speak with his ministers.