Well, with time on my hands, I sure degraded into a hikkikomori.
Played Bleach Blade Battlers 2
And it was damn fun.
Watching the bankai and stuff.

Other than that, I did some soulsearching for the past 9 months.
I sure have let myself down.
And more importantly, I've let down others too.
In many many ways.

I guess there's no turning back.
I sure hope they can forgive me.

Things have changed.
I can only accept it
and give my blessings.

So be it.
I have so much to learn.

The world feels so distorted.
I feel like a emo-kid already.

And it kind of sucks.

I just feel so tired.
I don't feel like trying anymore.

Maybe it will be now.
To really finish off what was due 3 months ago.

Lets hope tomorrow will be better.
One day at a time.