Monday, March 28, 2005

OMG! I got an A1 for that Physics ISPL Test! Oh my goodness!
Now I hope my A-Maths ISPL won't suck, though I have a -good- feeling it might.

Saturday, March 26, 2005

Well. ISPLs are over ^.^v
And mid-yr papers are killers.
They are soon-to-come.
And I'm so excited.
Not to mention that I have a gut feeling that I screwed the physics paper for ISPL.
Totally.
Until T got enlightened by my teacher
Its too late anyway.
20% failures. We are so dead.
Anyway, a tiny army of TYS-es has bombarded my poor Bro's room
Yes, I'm using his beige room for a studying room for myself.
Fun, no?
His room is so cool. A very bright place if you pull the curtains out.
How am I going to study after he finishes his NS?
He is certainly not the type to stay in hostels.
That sucks.
...
...
Well, we'll talk about it after his training. His room is cool.
Cause I can concentrate.
But not in my silly pink room.
Even thou both rooms has a PC in it.
He has a PS2 and a TV.
How i.r.o.n.i.c.
Probably I always on my PC to d/l stuff.
Maybe, maybe.
Haha. I feel left out for CIP Leaders, Operation Teddy Bear!
Coz it lies on a THURSDAY.
And that is a sacred day for the Orchestra's training.
Plus I have to go back to school on Saturday for extra training.
*sob*
1 more bloody month and I'm FREED of this cage.
It lies on my birth month. Wow. Talk about coincidence?
Not really.

Saturday, March 19, 2005

I'm so determined to make it happen.
My beautiful rantings.
Life, is all about picking yourself up, no matter how deep u fall...
Yamaguchi Kumiko from 'Gokusen' said words of wisdom.
Life can be altruistic at times
Its just how u look at it
Hmm, my Internal Dialouge is often pessimistic (Feb 2005, Reader's Digest)
Gotta change to Optimistic.
Life
Is
Beautiful
I will continue to believe that.
Till the end of time.
>> process of learning self-discipline<<
have to reinforce the rule i made earlier this year...
no comp...on weekdays...
bah, resolutions.
can someone make up a motivation for me?
seems like nothing can get me going
only to be stuck in this empty bottomless world of mine
lazy is what i am now
im gonna change it, for the better.
i feel empty nowadays, sometimes lying in bed is what i want, but can't.
move move move
no space for lazy bumssss

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

these past few days i've been watching anime...my bro bought Witch Hunter Robin, it was great! the storyline really stood out. the opening song, "SHELL" was good too
i bought last exile. another great anime from Gonzo. i have no idea why my cousin said it was boring on Animax, but its a pretty cool anime. the characters grow within the anime, character growth?
have to work now, i think i spent 4 days watching anime...and doing -some- work.

Sunday, March 13, 2005

->Lyrics for Dareka no Negai ga Kanau Koro
I've lost something important because of small things
The cold ring showed its glimmer to me
I said, "All I need is today," but that wasn't the case
The door to you vanished without a sound
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But still, I want you to stay, and I always did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying
That way the door won't make a sound
I wanted to become the only one who can heal you, who is needed by everyone,
and I've endured it a little too much
To wish for own happiness is not selfish, right?
If that's so, I want to hold you as tight as I can
When my tears dry up, she'll be crying
That way, the ground under us won't dry up
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But you never hold me back, you never did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying
Everyone's wishes can't be granted at once
As the small earth rotates, I learn to become more kind
I want to hug you once more, as soft as I can
-By Utada Hikaru
Example
Howl's Moving Castle!
I just watched Casshern on Friday, after 2 hours of pure entertainment...I fell in love with Hikki's Dareka no Negai ga Kanau Koro (When somone's wish comes true). The MTV was very well done too!
The story's was pretty cool, Tetsuya looks a bit like Power Ranger's brother if he wears on the weirdo helmet (White base, 2 long "antennas")
Heres one of Casshern's poster,

Luna looks so cool!
Btw, I got in 38 in my X-Country, 1st time I actually got into first 50...O.O
I had 2 unlucky numbers, "748" was my number, "Qi Shi Ba" sounded like go and die in chinese.
"38" relatively similar "San Ba" =.=!
I bought Howl's Moving Castle Movie Soundtrack (even though), cause it was the LAST one on the shelves of Music Junction @ Jurong Point. The theme song "Sekai no Yakusoku ~Jinsei no Merry-go-round" [The Promise of the World: The Merry-go-round of Life] is real nice.
I'll try putting "Dareka no Negai ga Kanau Koro" 's MTV online...

Saturday, March 05, 2005

I'm gonna cut my hair today. Its so long! It always curls when the weather's too hot...everyday. XP
I'm near to the finish for Xenosaga II, hopefully I finish before the March Holidays...
CO day camp and all those crap...*sigh*
I'm bloody desperate to watch Howl's Moving Castle now...*slaps self*
Enquiring to go for a Physic's tuition class from Just Education. I'm downright desperate.
Guess what...Just Physics, On Friday...
Physics 6.00 pm - 8.00 pm Mr Chew
Chemistry 8.00 pm - 10.00 pm Ms Ng
My GOSH! It's ideal! 4 hours in a container...!
I'll probably die at 10pm.
Tuition marathon! I have it already though...on Wednesday, at least with a 45min break...
Lalalalala~ I have to work my ass off tommorow, seeing that I have a lot of work....

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

I'm so tired.
My results aren't that bad. Everything goes with my expectations (hopefully) cept' for A Maths with a shocking grade of B3. My Chinese was fantastic. An A2.
I must learn NOT to compare but only compare me with me.
Control. Patience. Relax.
Till next time when I have Time.

Time and Tide Waits for No Man